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==[[Baron]] [[Sir]] Michael Winternight called by most the [[Wanderer]], of [[Nocturnis]].==
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=[[Wanderer]], of the [[Kingdom of The Rising Winds]]=
  
“We are the music makers and we are the dreamers of dreams.
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'''''"Not all those who wander are lost."'''''
--Willy Wonka
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--J.R.R. Tolkien, The Lord of the Rings
  
"I am not dangerous. My rolodex, however, is."
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====TLDR====
--Wanderer
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I've been playing since the middle of 1990, I saw the beginning of Clan Grimwulff, became a page and then a squire for about five years before being knighted in 1995. My life has largely been lived within whatever kingdom I found myself in. Having lived in The Celestial Kingdom, The Wetlands, and now The Rising Winds, I've lived through many growing pains, history, and just the sheer amount of experiences I've had in this game is a little overwhelming.
  
 
===Biography===
 
===Biography===
What follows are my thoughts on Wanderer. I figure they can stand until he gets around to writing something himself -- [[Randalf Falconbridge]].<br>
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I joined [[Barad-Duin]] in middle 1990 and adopted the lifestyle within the year.
Wanderer is inactive at the moment but like so many other members he goes through phases of participation. His last significant period of active was during the formation of [[Avalon's Gate]] but he dates back to old [[Barad Duin]]. I remember him best as Duke of [[Tori-Mar]]. In fact my first day on the field was the occasion of his war with [[Zephram]] MacLaran. We have been friends ever since. I know that many people consider him to be a figure of derision but he has done a great deal for Austin Amtgard. In fact, I cannot imagine how things would have turned out with out him.
 
  
===Wanderer's personal notes on the remarks above===
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It wasn't until [[Rufus]] took me under his wing that I really understood any of this mess. He put me to work in both real life and in [[Amtgard]]. He made me a [[Page]] to his then [[Squire]] [[Rufus]] to [[Sir]] [[M'Deth]].
Stunned and shocked.  
 
I have always tried to do what was right, not necessarily politically correct, but right. The very idea that I have influenced anyone or been a role model never really occurred to me.
 
  
Maybe it should have.
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I learned the ins and outs of many things and It is sad, but yes, true. I won't bore you with the details, but to say that Rufus was my mentor would not be exaggerating, in fact now, thirty-five years later, its safe to say we are family.
  
===Auto Biography===
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I have been both [[Baron]] and [[Duke]] of [[Tori-Mar]], indeed helped form the group many years back; in 1991, I believe. The years tend to blend together after this long.
I joined Barad-Duin in middle 1990 and adopted the lifestyle within the year. I.E. Crashing on my fellow HFSers couches and being a bum.  
 
  
It wasn't until Rufus took me under his wing that I really understood any of this mess. He put me to work in both real life and in Amtgard. I was made a Page to a then Squire Rufus to Sir M'Deth.
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I have been blessed to meet many important individuals people that have done much for the game over the years. I don't believe I am one of those people, although from the remarks above - others do.
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I am very goal oriented, which is both a blessing and a curse. In 1993, [[Rufus]] was knighted and in turn was expected to hand down a red belt to me.
  
I learned the ins and outs of many things, and not the least of them was that "working" at a real job equalled money. It is sad, but yes, true. I won't bore you with the details, but to say that Rufus was my mentor would be exactly what he was.
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After five years, a few death defying acts <one of which involving a tornado at an event> I had the honor of being [[knighted]] by my peers and the [[Circle of Knights]] of the [[Celestial Kingdom]].
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I still remember the cheers and the standing ovation I got from the 300+ in attendance at [[Spring War]] III. [[King]] [[Zephram]] and his champion, my own knight, had this planned out. I was knighted by Zephram's own priceless World War II katana that I had mentioned in passing when I had helped him move that last year. <Br>
  
I have been both Baron and Duke of Tori-Mar, indeed helped form the group many years back; in 1991, I believe. The years tend to blend together after this long, please forgive an old man.  
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I have returned over time and the years. Playing in [[Tori-mar]], even returning and forming [[Avalon's Gate]] in order to help give my friends with families somewhere they could go to due to the more Stickjock-friendly modes of [[Tori-Mar]]. <Br>
  
I have been blessed to meet many important individuals people that have done much for the game over the years. I don't believe I am one of those people, although from the remarks above - others do.
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Being one of [[Rufus]]' Red Belts, even the first, there is a certain responsibility to the game that has been ingrained into all of us. Hopefully, my experience that I have gained over the years both in and out of the game will help future generations and my own [[squire]]s.
  
I am very goal oriented, which is both a blessing and a curse. In 1993, Rufus was knighted and in turn was expected to hand down a red belt to me.
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===[[Belted Line]]===
I should have known I was in trouble when he came to me smiling. He wanted a reason list from me as to why I should be his squire.
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*[[Sir]] [[Tawnee|Tawnee Darkfalcon]]
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**[[Sir]] [[Nashomi|Nashomi the Silverwolf]]
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***[[Sir]] [[M'Deth]]
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{{Rufus Belted Line}}
  
Yeah, I was pissed.
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===Notable Accomplishments===
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[[Knight of the Flame]] Given by [[King]] [[Zephram]] of the [[Celestial Kingdom]]
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[[Lord]] Given by KIng Pe'byr ap Cucorin
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[[Baron]] for serving as Duke
  
So I handed over a 200 item list and basically told him he could choke on it. Many years later, he would present this list to the knight's circle as proof that I was ready for my belt. The things we learn later in life.
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===Positions Held===
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[[Duke]] of [[Tori-Mar]]
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[[Baron]] of [[Tori-Mar]]
  
After many years, a few death defying acts <one of which involving a tornado at an event> I had the honor of being knighted by my peers and the Knight's Circle of the Celestial Kingdom.
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=High Points=
I still remember the cheers and the standing ovation I got from the 300+ in attendance at Spring War III. King Zephram and his champion, my own knight, had this planned out. I was knighted by Zephram's own World War II katana that I had mentioned in passing when I had helped him move that last year.
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==My introduction to all of this==
  
This is where being goal oriented was a problem and how Rand noted my "ins and outs" after this point.
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====Enter Barad Duin====
Once I was knighted, I had no where to go. I didn't have much interest in politics or Empire-building. As the King noted, my security clearance went up, I was made aware of all kinds of ill dealings in the Kingdom at large.
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I went to a small sci-fi fantasy convention down in San Marcos, Texas called, Sanmarcon <apparently they weren't too imaginative on the name.>. They were having a demo for the SCA and I wanted to see what that was all about.
So I ran. It wasn't fun anymore and it made sense at the time.  
 
  
I have returned over time and the years. Playing in Tori-mar, even returning and forming Avalon's Gate in order to help give my friends with families somewhere they could go to due to the more Stickjock-friendly modes of Tori-Mar.  
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Apparently, the [[SCA]] had either cancelled or the [[High Fantasy Society]] was misunderstood - either way it was Barad-Duin who put on the show. I watch them storm all over the cobblestones like forty or fifty strong. I thought it was the coolest thing I had ever seen.
  
Will this latest return stick? Dunno, but I am hopeful.
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I walked over to a pretty girl in a dress, yeah - I know, I'm predictable. Her name was Robin, her persona name escapes me, but she was nice to the high schooler that I was at the time and gave me the rundown. I asked to borrow a weapon and have a sparring match. She called over a handsome college age guy and asked him to have a go with me.
  
Being one of Rufus' Red Belts, even the first, there is a certain responsibility to the game that has been ingrained into all of us. So I will support the Kingdom and Nocturnis, my new home, to the best that I can. Hopefully, the years and the experience that I have gained over the years in and out of the game will help other generations and my own squires.  
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If I had known then what I know now, I'd have sworn she was going to enjoy watching me get my ass kicked. The guy she called over was [[Arthon of the Golden City]. I set up and tried to mimic his footwork and tapped his sword like I had seen in the movies.  
  
=High Points=
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I remember people that were playing that haven't done this in a decade. [[Sinjin]], [[Kelvis]], [[Koronada]], Exile, [[Terwin]], [[Tiberius]], [[DOA]], and [[Terris Ember]]
  
==Jingles==
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I really didn't have a character or persona name in mind, I just played and enjoyed myself. Kind of the point, wasn't it?
I really hate this name, and it has been tied to me for longer than most of the Amtgardians I have met recently have been living. But, it seems to have become it's own entity and I feel it needs to be explained.
 
====Origins====
 
In the first year of my playing, 1990-ish, I was a player in a Dungeons and Dragons game at a player named Booga's home. Booga, portrayed by Keith Land - an original founder of Tori-Mar as well, was known for his charity and in general, allowing everyone and God to crash on his floor. As you can imagine, this resulted in some huge parties and games. In a truly epic gaming group twenty-five people strong, we played under the GM, Onyx Grimwulf. I played a paladin, ironically a class I wouldn't touch with a ten foot caddle prod today, and wore the heaviest armor you could get: Plate Mail and Chain. I remember trying to sneak up a long winding staircase and at the very top step, Onyx, portrayed by John McNeil, asked for a simple dexterity check.
 
Of which I rolled a "1". Never has a simple roll affected an entire lifetime.
 
I fell down the stairs all the way to the bottom, as John put it, Jingling and Jangling all the way. The girl I was sitting next to, one I fancied at the time, turned and said, "Way to go, Jingles". Every one laughed and we moved on with the game.
 
====Amtgard's integration and inability to let a simple joke die====
 
We had played that DND game on Saturday night, so the next morning, we went around the block to the Pease Park and did our thing. Keith was held highly in those days, and decided to call me Jingles on the field. Before you knew it, everyone was. I'd be introduced for the next decade to new incoming members as "jingles" over and over again. Before you knew it, EVERYONE thought it was a name that I had created for myself. Oh, I tried to kill it. I growled, I corrected, I threatened, I pretty much tried everything. So for years, and I do mean Years, it's followed me through Amtgard. Ironically, it became something I could tweak to an advantage. I couldn't get rid of it, I sure as hell was going to use it!
 
====Jingles vs. Wanderer====
 
Since I signed in and was known throughout the kingdom as Wanderer, people didn't realize that I wasn't properly known as Jingles. So, when I am at a campfire - I'd hear about "F*cking Jingles this and that" because that was Wanderer over there. Pretty soon, Jingles had his own history and was known to be quite the hellion. Wanderer, on the other hand, was a respected, and eccentric, member of the kingdom. Over the years, anything bad was associated with Jingles while anything good was associated with Wanderer. After generations of members, who just repeat the same battle stories over and over again (while adding their own tweaks to them) tell these stories - it's surprising how things change over time.
 
So yes, Jingles was nothing more than a nickname - and like anything that won't ever go away, it started with a girl.
 
  
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==Helped Form Tori-Mar==
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[[Tori-mar]]
  
 
==Dirk and the Wanderer==
 
==Dirk and the Wanderer==
Like any time in our lives, you encounter someone that you can raise hell with. No matter what gets in your way, if you are with this partner - then that barrier vanishes into a cloud of debris.
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At some point in your life, you encounter someone that you can raise hell with. No matter what gets in your way, if you are with this partner - then that barrier vanishes into a cloud of debris.
To be honest, Dirk isn't remembered by other's that knew him with much fondness. If any, to be frank. He was known to powerslide across the field, bowl people over and in general - be himself.
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He was as good a friend as an outsider could have though, we raided baronies up and down the kingdom. If it wasn't bolted down, we stole it. If she wasn't tied down? Well, you get the idea.
 
He was as good a friend as an outsider could have though, we raided baronies up and down the kingdom. If it wasn't bolted down, we stole it. If she wasn't tied down? Well, you get the idea.
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We raged like that for about five years, him with his huge vinyl covered axe, known as Destiny, and me with whatever variety of katana I could get my hands on. We were roommates for a while too, as Amtgard seems to always bring people of our unique calibre together.  
 
We raged like that for about five years, him with his huge vinyl covered axe, known as Destiny, and me with whatever variety of katana I could get my hands on. We were roommates for a while too, as Amtgard seems to always bring people of our unique calibre together.  
I do look back on those days with fondness, but don't really try to find that kind of connection with other's these days. I think like everyone, I go through phases. I seem to have outgrown that one.
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I do look back on those days with fondness.
 
 
==The Brigands==
 
The Brigands were a group of the more experienced fighters in Tori-Mar, and my good friends. I think it was sometime around 1995, I wasn't a knight yet - that much I remember. You have to realize, that when Rufus was king, and I was squire to the king, I could get away with anything. and Gods, did I push that limit.
 
Zephram MacLaren and his wife, Melinda <known as Curtis and Donna Wade> had joined Tori-Mar at the height of our population growth. We were fielding 70+. How could you NOT want to be out there? When Melinda won her run for Duchess, we decided to really role play it up. So we had Melinda, substituted for an evil witch <which Donna loved playing the villainess> and formed a group of Merry Men to fight against her. For the duration of the reign, we ran a series of battles that really couldn't be considered organized or even fair given the odds against the group. But we had fun and that is what mattered.
 
 
 
Members (updated as I remember them)
 
* Wanderer
 
* Dirk Thunderblade
 
* Roo
 
* Zephram MacLaren (under an assumed name that escapes me now)
 
* Jade Grimwulff
 
  
 
=Some Fairly Well Known Facts=
 
=Some Fairly Well Known Facts=
* Wanderer's full persona name is <currently> Michael Winternight.
 
* Wanderer once went to war with Zephram. <as a fund raiser>
 
 
* Wanderer is infamous for posing out while fighting.
 
* Wanderer is infamous for posing out while fighting.
 
* Wanderer was a flurb before flurbs were "cool".
 
* Wanderer was a flurb before flurbs were "cool".
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* Wanderer is the godfather to Rufus' three real life children.
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=Affiliated Groups=
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*Member of [[Grimwulff]] Belted Family
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*Leads the [[Winternight Beltline]]
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*[[Council of Shadows]]
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=Belted Family=
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[[image:CelticKnot20.jpg|frame|Wanderer's Beltline Heraldry]]
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Formerly [[Page|Paged]] and then [[Squire|Squired]] to [[Sir]] [[Rufus Grimwulf]] and knighted by King [[Zephram MacLaren]].
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Rufus' belt goes back to Sir [[M'Deth]]
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Sir Wanderer
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*Squire Iiridian Despawna (Deceased)
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*Squire Sargon Drin
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** Man-at-Arms Lord Zell Oakenfell
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**
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*Squire Atlas Everdeen
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** Man-at-Arms Barnabas
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*Squire Aross the Blind
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** Man-at-Arms Sicarus
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** Woman-at-Arms Kyra Grim
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*Squire Erskine
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[[image:Phoenix-2.jpg|frame|Wanderer's Anti Paladin Heraldry]]
  
===Affiliated Groups===
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====Being a Page====
*Member of House [[Grimwulff]]
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As you read above, I was a page to Squire Rufus. This was a long two year process helping where I could and basically learning the ins and outs. I never wore the yellow belt of a page - just never bothered, I suppose. I didn't mind it too much at the time, and knew that Rufus would be knighted soon enough.
*Former House Lord of House Twin Rose
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I met our knight, Sir M'Deth of the Burning Lands, at Clan IX. I really liked M'Deth, though he really was a hand's off knight. Just went out and did his thing. It seemed effective.
*Formerly of the Golden Lions
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Being a page means that you get handed the dirty jobs by your squire. You do it and take it on faith that they are going to watch out for you. This puts a lot of pressure on the squire of course to actually do what he says he is going to for both the knight and the pages below him.
*Councilor of the [[Ministers of Grace]]
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This is probably why I don't bother having pages under me as a knight, if I like them enough, I'll just give them a red belt.
*Initiate in the Saracens, hopefully to join Tribe Latrocene
 
*Member of Rufus' Red Belts <Squire #1>
 
*Helped form Tori Mar
 
*Helped form Avalon's Gate
 
*The Brigands, under the rule of the Despotic Duchess Melinda of Tori-Mar
 
  
=Belted Family=
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====Being a Squire====
Formerly [[Squire|Squired]] to [[Sir]] [[Rufus Grimwulf]] and knighted by King Zephram MacLaren.
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If you thought being a page was tough, try being a squire. Three years of that! I had accomplished up to four roses by the time I got my red belt.  
====Squires====
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To say I did some insane things as a squire would not be stretching the truth. I recall one event at Burnet County Fairgrounds that we were under a tornado warning. This means that the twister on the ground in your local area. It was night and other campers were trying to pack up their belongings into their cars and hope that no one got sucked up and vanished to parts unknown.
Wanderer has two squires at present [[Carratos]] and [[Reaper Forsaken]].
 
[[Carratos]] is currently considered Senior Squire in the belt line. [[Reaper Forsaken]] is on deployment in Iraq in the Army.
 
====Off Duty Squires====
 
[[Shiva]] is presently at college in Colorado and out of contact. Her place is reserved at present.
 
  
====Past Squires====
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Rufus stripped off his furs and went with pants and tunic. I didn't even get a look of request from the old fuzzy one. He knew that I was going out with him, no questions asked. People needed help, we were gone.  
[[Iiridian Despawna]] passed away in May of 2007 in an auto accident.
 
====Squeers====
 
[[Lady Roo Grimwulff]] is currently wearing a pink belt under this belt line and referred to as a "Squeer".
 
  
=Notable Accomplishments=
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I remember the lightning flashing, rain was pouring down in literal sheets. We were both drenched within seconds in seemed. I recall half lit faces of people that were hopelessly bogged down either with frightened children or a tent that threatened to carry them off. We helped where we could. It didn't matter if I liked them or not. To be honest, when you are in that kind of mode, it doesn't come up.
==Titles:==
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They need help. You help them.
*[[Knight of the Flame in 1997]]
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That's how you have to think when you are out in that kind of mess. If you didn't want to help, you sure as hell wouldn't be out in it to begin with.
*[[Baron]]
 
*[[Lord]]
 
  
==Positions:==
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I made smart-ass comments all the way through it, Rufus replied with whatever came to mind. He knew that what we were doing was crazy, but that's just the kind of guy he was. He wouldn't have thought any less if I hadn't have followed him into the torrential downpour, but my place was at his side - a place I haven't left really to this day.
*Duke of [[Tori-Mar]] 1994
 
*Baron of [[Tori-Mar]] 1992
 
  
==Masterhoods:==
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====Being a Knight====
* [[Master Archer]]
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I commented on this a little bit, but I want to cover it in depth. I hunted the idea of "Becoming a Knight" without really thinking it through or even considering what I would do once I got that goal. I figured it would attend to itself. It didn't. So I was forced to reconsider and really think about what I wanted to do, be like, and in general where I wanted to go from there. So that brings us to where I was both forced to make decisions and to really figure out where my place was in the game.
* [[Master Druid]]
 
* [[Master Monk]]
 
* [[Master Rose]]
 
  
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=====Style=====
[http://www.amtgardrecords.com/player.php?playerID=11403 ORK]
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My own individual style has evolved over time, and exponentially grown within this last year. My present style is to work on being more of a mentor. It might look like a pile of squires up there, but I really have the lowest number on average squires of any of the Grimwulff knights. (To be fair, there are a lot of us.)
  
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Latest revision as of 14:35, 15 December 2023

Wanderer, of the Kingdom of The Rising Winds

"Not all those who wander are lost." --J.R.R. Tolkien, The Lord of the Rings

TLDR

I've been playing since the middle of 1990, I saw the beginning of Clan Grimwulff, became a page and then a squire for about five years before being knighted in 1995. My life has largely been lived within whatever kingdom I found myself in. Having lived in The Celestial Kingdom, The Wetlands, and now The Rising Winds, I've lived through many growing pains, history, and just the sheer amount of experiences I've had in this game is a little overwhelming.

Biography

I joined Barad-Duin in middle 1990 and adopted the lifestyle within the year.

It wasn't until Rufus took me under his wing that I really understood any of this mess. He put me to work in both real life and in Amtgard. He made me a Page to his then Squire Rufus to Sir M'Deth.

I learned the ins and outs of many things and It is sad, but yes, true. I won't bore you with the details, but to say that Rufus was my mentor would not be exaggerating, in fact now, thirty-five years later, its safe to say we are family.

I have been both Baron and Duke of Tori-Mar, indeed helped form the group many years back; in 1991, I believe. The years tend to blend together after this long.

I have been blessed to meet many important individuals people that have done much for the game over the years. I don't believe I am one of those people, although from the remarks above - others do.

I am very goal oriented, which is both a blessing and a curse. In 1993, Rufus was knighted and in turn was expected to hand down a red belt to me.

After five years, a few death defying acts <one of which involving a tornado at an event> I had the honor of being knighted by my peers and the Circle of Knights of the Celestial Kingdom.

I still remember the cheers and the standing ovation I got from the 300+ in attendance at Spring War III. King Zephram and his champion, my own knight, had this planned out. I was knighted by Zephram's own priceless World War II katana that I had mentioned in passing when I had helped him move that last year.

I have returned over time and the years. Playing in Tori-mar, even returning and forming Avalon's Gate in order to help give my friends with families somewhere they could go to due to the more Stickjock-friendly modes of Tori-Mar.

Being one of Rufus' Red Belts, even the first, there is a certain responsibility to the game that has been ingrained into all of us. Hopefully, my experience that I have gained over the years both in and out of the game will help future generations and my own squires.

Belted Line









Notable Accomplishments

Knight of the Flame Given by King Zephram of the Celestial Kingdom Lord Given by KIng Pe'byr ap Cucorin Baron for serving as Duke

Positions Held

Duke of Tori-Mar Baron of Tori-Mar

High Points

My introduction to all of this

Enter Barad Duin

I went to a small sci-fi fantasy convention down in San Marcos, Texas called, Sanmarcon <apparently they weren't too imaginative on the name.>. They were having a demo for the SCA and I wanted to see what that was all about.

Apparently, the SCA had either cancelled or the High Fantasy Society was misunderstood - either way it was Barad-Duin who put on the show. I watch them storm all over the cobblestones like forty or fifty strong. I thought it was the coolest thing I had ever seen.

I walked over to a pretty girl in a dress, yeah - I know, I'm predictable. Her name was Robin, her persona name escapes me, but she was nice to the high schooler that I was at the time and gave me the rundown. I asked to borrow a weapon and have a sparring match. She called over a handsome college age guy and asked him to have a go with me.

If I had known then what I know now, I'd have sworn she was going to enjoy watching me get my ass kicked. The guy she called over was [[Arthon of the Golden City]. I set up and tried to mimic his footwork and tapped his sword like I had seen in the movies.

I remember people that were playing that haven't done this in a decade. Sinjin, Kelvis, Koronada, Exile, Terwin, Tiberius, DOA, and Terris Ember

I really didn't have a character or persona name in mind, I just played and enjoyed myself. Kind of the point, wasn't it?

Helped Form Tori-Mar

Tori-mar

Dirk and the Wanderer

At some point in your life, you encounter someone that you can raise hell with. No matter what gets in your way, if you are with this partner - then that barrier vanishes into a cloud of debris.

He was as good a friend as an outsider could have though, we raided baronies up and down the kingdom. If it wasn't bolted down, we stole it. If she wasn't tied down? Well, you get the idea.

We raged like that for about five years, him with his huge vinyl covered axe, known as Destiny, and me with whatever variety of katana I could get my hands on. We were roommates for a while too, as Amtgard seems to always bring people of our unique calibre together. I do look back on those days with fondness.

Some Fairly Well Known Facts

  • Wanderer is infamous for posing out while fighting.
  • Wanderer was a flurb before flurbs were "cool".
  • Wanderer is the godfather to Rufus' three real life children.

Affiliated Groups

Belted Family

Wanderer's Beltline Heraldry

Formerly Paged and then Squired to Sir Rufus Grimwulf and knighted by King Zephram MacLaren.

Rufus' belt goes back to Sir M'Deth

Sir Wanderer

  • Squire Iiridian Despawna (Deceased)
  • Squire Sargon Drin
    • Man-at-Arms Lord Zell Oakenfell
  • Squire Atlas Everdeen
    • Man-at-Arms Barnabas
  • Squire Aross the Blind
    • Man-at-Arms Sicarus
    • Woman-at-Arms Kyra Grim
  • Squire Erskine
Wanderer's Anti Paladin Heraldry

Being a Page

As you read above, I was a page to Squire Rufus. This was a long two year process helping where I could and basically learning the ins and outs. I never wore the yellow belt of a page - just never bothered, I suppose. I didn't mind it too much at the time, and knew that Rufus would be knighted soon enough. I met our knight, Sir M'Deth of the Burning Lands, at Clan IX. I really liked M'Deth, though he really was a hand's off knight. Just went out and did his thing. It seemed effective. Being a page means that you get handed the dirty jobs by your squire. You do it and take it on faith that they are going to watch out for you. This puts a lot of pressure on the squire of course to actually do what he says he is going to for both the knight and the pages below him. This is probably why I don't bother having pages under me as a knight, if I like them enough, I'll just give them a red belt.

Being a Squire

If you thought being a page was tough, try being a squire. Three years of that! I had accomplished up to four roses by the time I got my red belt. To say I did some insane things as a squire would not be stretching the truth. I recall one event at Burnet County Fairgrounds that we were under a tornado warning. This means that the twister on the ground in your local area. It was night and other campers were trying to pack up their belongings into their cars and hope that no one got sucked up and vanished to parts unknown.

Rufus stripped off his furs and went with pants and tunic. I didn't even get a look of request from the old fuzzy one. He knew that I was going out with him, no questions asked. People needed help, we were gone.

I remember the lightning flashing, rain was pouring down in literal sheets. We were both drenched within seconds in seemed. I recall half lit faces of people that were hopelessly bogged down either with frightened children or a tent that threatened to carry them off. We helped where we could. It didn't matter if I liked them or not. To be honest, when you are in that kind of mode, it doesn't come up. They need help. You help them. That's how you have to think when you are out in that kind of mess. If you didn't want to help, you sure as hell wouldn't be out in it to begin with.

I made smart-ass comments all the way through it, Rufus replied with whatever came to mind. He knew that what we were doing was crazy, but that's just the kind of guy he was. He wouldn't have thought any less if I hadn't have followed him into the torrential downpour, but my place was at his side - a place I haven't left really to this day.

Being a Knight

I commented on this a little bit, but I want to cover it in depth. I hunted the idea of "Becoming a Knight" without really thinking it through or even considering what I would do once I got that goal. I figured it would attend to itself. It didn't. So I was forced to reconsider and really think about what I wanted to do, be like, and in general where I wanted to go from there. So that brings us to where I was both forced to make decisions and to really figure out where my place was in the game.

Style

My own individual style has evolved over time, and exponentially grown within this last year. My present style is to work on being more of a mentor. It might look like a pile of squires up there, but I really have the lowest number on average squires of any of the Grimwulff knights. (To be fair, there are a lot of us.)